Prolly to rebel soon

memorable

2009-07-09T11:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday is the most (terrific.wonderful.amazing.fun.hilarious.emotional) day I have ever experienced.

A and I heard a kitten meowing and turns out, it's in the pillar. Shocking but true, A and I are creating wacky theories on how it got in there but MF and MH are wonderful and brilliant. I have seen another side of them that is not like them. That goes to show that teachers are caring. The kitten was saved in the end and it's an accomplishment. I won't elaborate on it since most of the Sec 4's saw it.

After that whole experience, we (A,F,N,E,H and K and me) slacked and talked about stuff. We were laughing, hitting and giggling the whole way. It's memorable and it's good enough to get rid of the rest of the memorable times I had in the past 'cause yesterday is hands down, the best of the best and I couldn't be happier!

(And fuck you to you too :))

cheese

2009-07-06T13:57:00.002+08:00

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Chanting like a mantra..

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2009-07-06T10:16:00.001+08:00

My favourite song :D

greathuh

2009-07-05T18:25:00.004+08:00

Before I met up with A, I accidently scraped myself while shaving my legs and now the blood is flowing like a river and it almost soaked up a whole tissue.

You can't blame me if I wanted to shave my legs!

I mean who doesn't??

Three reasons why I won't migrate

I will miss everyone
I will miss home
And I am not strong enough to leave Singapore with everyone here

So no worries Ivory and Ain ( I never thought I would be able to say that), I won't migrate even if I am forced to :)

Now I'm whining like a 5 year old girl, it's fricking pain! And I don't whine for no damn reason, wait till you see my wound.

idiotic

2009-07-04T10:45:00.003+08:00

Guess what?
I woke up today with a smile on my face
But NOO, I woke up with my body butter all over my bed (and me)
And I caught my sister pouring it over me
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So long FandN coursework
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I'm making it all up :)
'Cause I'm really bored and Blogger still won't let me post pictures, which seriously suck

tsk

2009-07-03T12:22:00.001+08:00

I'm crying over a Hallmark movie

I don't feel like doing HBL anymore

I ate Ben and Jerry's ice cream yesterday

And I'm craving for more

Blogger can't upload any pictures and I'm going insane with my blog so plain

Dumb estrogen

idontknowwhy

2009-07-02T11:57:00.003+08:00

Vertical Horizen- Everything you want

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why
I don't know

At least I can put up something :)

accomplished

2009-07-01T22:38:00.002+08:00

"I HATE YOU, YOU HATE ME"

WE LIVE IN COMPLETE HARMONY!

YESSAH! MISSION ACCOMPLISHED.

I suppose I should feel happy :)

but why can't I be happy?

that'sit

2009-07-01T12:35:00.004+08:00

I'm staring at the computer screen so hard that I secretly hope that if I stare hard enough, some answers would pop out and save me from thinking. All the thinking is killing my brain cells and it's not like I'm scoring A's or getting any smarter so therefore, I'm taking a break to save what's left of my precious brain cells. Today's deadline is all about geography and chinese. Screw chinese :)

This is just an excuse for me to take a break.

And the damn computer won't let me put up some eyecandy >:/
Screw you HP 2309m! Whatever slimline shyt, screw you all the same even though your product name sounds so modern.

nightmare

2009-07-01T10:47:00.007+08:00

I was so bored last night while doing all the little bits of homework, I camwhored -.- And since I am such in a random mood, I posted one of it on facebook. Very unglam, but who gives a shyt?
And due to tossing and turning around and sleeping later than usual these days, I had a really BAD ~~dream~~ nightmare. Usually people won't remember what they have dreamt, even if they did, they would forget. But for me, it's still etched in my mind and it's so surreal! OF all people and things, why is it him who appeared in my dream?

Prolly the reason is that today's 1 July, not a great way to start a new month but yeah, I will deal with it.
OFF to do assignments. If God gives me the will and motivation to do it. Round 21354613643134651213546 *ding*
THANK YOU NABR(L)! NOW MY BLOG'S NICE TO LOOK AT (: *laughs*

drag

2009-06-30T16:18:00.004+08:00

I think I'm going to go fucking insane if I don't get out of the fucking house, with a fucking huge pile of assignments and looking at the fucking screen of the computer or the four walls of my fucking room. Can you believe that I've managed to stay fucking sane for the past few days? Now I can't take it since there are more and more fucking assignments. And what the fucking hell, I finally know who is the teacher now. And to think this is a fucking blessing to stay at home. NO IT'S NOT FUN TO STAY AT HOME! I have a mother who is a nurse and fuck that, I have to stay at home for that stupid fucking virus that is spreading around like AIDS. I want to go back to school DAMNIT! My house is like a fucking prison. As soon as I get all of my work done and study hours done, I am going to treat myself to a nice tub of Ben and Jerry's. SO THERE!

All I need is a few hours of peace to keep me happy.
Aunty Jenny bought me FBTs :)
That will keep me sane for the rest of the day I guess
WESTWOOD IS FAMOUS BABE! NEWSPAPER, RADIO AND TELEVISION. The gang is so going to murder me :)

whenthewindblows

2009-06-30T13:32:00.005+08:00

All American Rejects- When the wind blows

I've got to breathe

You can't take that from me

Cause it's all that you left that's mine

You had to leave

And that's all I can see

But you told me your love was blind

There are times
You're so impossible that I should sign a waiver
And you will find
Someone worth walking on when you ask me to go

(Chorus)
I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but I'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows

There was a day
You threw our love away
Then you passed it to someone new
You wanna stay
But since you wanna play
We can finally say we're through
There are times you're so impossible and you ask me to go

(Chorus)

You can scream there's just echoes
Pass outside of your window
You'll be sad that you let me go
I'll leave but just know
As I lay in solitude
Oh what's a boy supposed to do
I shake the very thought of you
Me together, I remember
Late nights when I stayed up late
All I do is wait and wait
Your never coming home to me
That's the hardest thing to see

I got to breathe
You can't bake that from me
We can finally say we're through

(Chorus)

2009-06-29T09:01:00.004+08:00

"That people are lonely is only natural

It gives compassion for others

It's what makes me look forward to a better tomorrow

But there are still moments of fondness of the past

Though, time can heal some sadness"

Turns out the teacher who has the H1N1 flu is one of the teachers from NPCC. Let's see, maybe it's the "Lux shampoo" lady. Inner joke for those in 4B and 4C who knows about her :)

shag

2009-06-28T15:01:00.004+08:00

Transformers is really nice to watch, especially if you watch it at Vivocity. The cinema is nice, the movie is nice and the ice cream at Ben and Jerry's awesome. I should go there with A and N sometime soon. A and N would love the ice cream at Ben and Jerry's. Shag, Karen's leaving for her *I don't know what* course. She made me walk a marathon yesterday, zipping and twisting and squeezing about. It's hard to believe she walks faster than me, considering her height and age.

MK called early this morning to inform us that there won't be any school till 7 July since there's a teacher who caught the H1N1 flu. Apparently, he/she don't know that he/she got the flu and went around having courses and teaching classes. Of course, I don't blame that teacher for that. It may be a blessing in disguise, considering the fact that I haven' finish any of my homework assignments.

God, these monthly pains will be the death of me

sorry

2009-06-26T15:56:00.002+08:00

Gawd, this effing sucks to feel this way.

happy

2009-06-24T17:16:00.002+08:00

My baby survived!

And she got a few slaps from my uncle -.-

surprise

2009-06-23T16:16:00.000+08:00

SURPRISES :)

A really gives a good one especially when N is in it!

The anticipation is really intense and I'm loving it :)

yay

2009-06-22T18:28:00.002+08:00

I knew this week is going to be fun!

Watching Transformers 2 with family this saturday. Dad already booked tickets at Vivo :)

EYECANDY!!!!!!!

Tomorrow's also going to be fun too!

And the next day and the next day and the next day!

Then it will be the start of a new term and the start of stress all over again.

quiz

2009-06-22T15:19:00.004+08:00

It's been a long time since I've done a quiz :)

The person who tagged you?
Ammirah, my crazy bitch of an ass of a bitch

Your relationship with him/her?
Classmate for approx. one year plus

Your first impression of him/her?
When I first came into 3B, she's so effing quiet. Of course we known each other since sec 2 but not really that well. When I got to know her, she became sooo hyper and crazy :)

The most memorable moments with him/her?
Laughing like an idiot at her jokes and songs especially her own version of "So what"

The most memorable thing she said to you?
0.o I don't know???

If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
Seriously, that would be the last thing I would do because I'm straight not a lesbian :)

If he/she becomes your enemy, what would you do?
NAHHHHHHHHHH, what will we be fighting about in the first place even if we fight?

If he/she becomes your enemy, what will the reason be?
Exactly, what will we be fighting about?! Nothing!!!

The most desired thing you want to do to him/her?
Making her mad by annoying her with anything possible :D

Your overall impression of her?
CRAZYYYYYYYY BITCHHHHHHH :)

The characteristic that you love about yourself?
I can self-entertain myself and make myself happy even when I'm not.

The characteristic that you hate about yourself?
Being too softhearted when I shouldn't be.

The most ideal person you want to be?
Anybody that's successful in life? I guess

For the people who love and care for you, say something to them
You guys are the best, I am really blessed to have you guys in my life. Without you guys I wouldn't know what I would do. You guys know me better than I know myself and I'm grateful for that. I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU :D

and then I'm lazy to do the rest :) but I had fun doing this quiz!!!

happy

2009-06-22T10:45:00.003+08:00

Chocolate

Laughter

Smiles

Music

Family

Movies

Best friends, close friends

Facebook comments

Hugs

Computer

Sims

Hearing laughter, seeing them smile

Plans

And life couldn't get any better than this :)

md'sbonding

2009-06-21T12:50:00.002+08:00

Alone at home with Mum today since the two brats are going to RTC to swim. I would have gone with him if they hadn't left without me. What can I say? RTC is so peaceful and calm. My peaceful sanctuary. Should have gone there but it's not like it's going to run away. Soon I will (:

LIKE SERIOUSLY!
H1N1 cases have gone up to a hundred plus plus plus. Can't you people not go overseas to those infected countries? Temptations to just get away can be so hard huh? Typical. At least take care of yourself LAHHHHHHHHHHH!

you'reimpossible

2009-06-20T09:54:00.002+08:00

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Beneathe your lies, you hide secrets you don't show.

All of these problems, they're all in your head.

You took something perfect and painted in red.

You don't know me and I don't know you anymore.

itsover

2009-06-19T10:23:00.002+08:00

Hope you hate me now.
Hope you find another girl that makes you happy.
We were never meant to be together.
Respect my decision.
It won't change a thing.
Forget everything.
You don't know me that well.
You never did.
What you see in me, it's not what you really see in front of you.
Stop it, you're my senior, nothing more than that, T.
Go for some other girl that's "different and special"
Stop using the sms-es that I gave you last time to use against me.
What I did feel for you was pure love.
Now it's been replaced by something more.
That was in the past. Now I'm talking about now.
Goodbye, we are never going to be what we used to be
Goodbye T.

happyday

2009-06-19T10:05:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was super fun! I should go out more often. I would have missed out so much if I had stayed at home. And I did what I wanted to do. I promised myself that I would laugh my hardest, play my hardest and work my hardest. Of course, I closed one eye to the "work hardest" part. Sentosa is pretty much the same.

The skylift ride (Scary as ever)
The luge ride (Fun and thrilling)
The 4D cinemax rides (5 stars to the Extreme Log Ride!)
The merlion (It just sits there and stares with its mouth open -.-)

After that we went to Vivo and walked around. AS bought my dad a new computer, the desktop and the whole shyt. Surprising no? But seriously, since everyone's in a good mood, Mum bought me Sims 3!!!!!! But I can't open it since Sims 3 can be registered once and I don't want to waste it on my Dad's laptop or the other super damn slow computer.

I can't wait for Dad to upload the pictures. The pictures he took was really good, my personal favourite is when we took a family picture together. :)

therapy

2009-06-17T10:54:00.003+08:00

Seriously, looking at Taylor Lautner pictures is really theraputic. I like it :)

Everyone's going from Team Edward to Team Jacob because Edward isn't going to appear much in 'New Moon' .TOLD YA JACOB'S HAWT! Forever in Team Jacob! Woots!

soft

2009-06-16T23:03:00.002+08:00

I'm seriously not sticking to my decision.

Which is really bad.

Words. Use them well and I'll go soft.

Which I am, no anger but pity.

I need to suck it up and stick to my decision.

No going back(s). No feeling sorry.

Faith. Faith. Faith.

You're such an idiot at times.

Why won't you wake up?

youknowwhat

2009-06-16T19:21:00.001+08:00

THE NEXT TWO DAYS ARE GOING TO BE PURE FUN,LAUGHTER AND JOY.

I'm going to forget everything and have fun.

I'm going to laugh my hardest.

I'm going to play my hardest.

I'm going to work my hardest.

I work hard, play hard and that's not going to stop me from doing what I want to do when school reopens. This time, I am NOT sarcastic.

seperateways

2009-06-16T14:35:00.003+08:00

Love my last post? It's what I really felt at that moment.
I have all of this anger suppressed into a "box", I'm slowly letting it out bit by bit.
Close friends will understand how I feel. I feel that everything's an illusion. It's right there in front of me. But as time flies, I slowly lost it, bit by bit.

And it was suddenly replaced by something greater than what I had before.
Quite overwhelming. But I finally know the harsh truth and it struck me so hard that I cried my eyes out. The reason why I said that instead of " I cried my heart out" is because I know that my heart don't deserve this pain. My eyes, poor them, are swollen from yesterday. Poor me. Poor eyes. Oh whatever.

I'M A HAPPY GIRL NOW :)

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

fucker

2009-06-15T22:35:00.003+08:00

"IHEFRTBATY"

Don't get it? Let me elaborate

I HAVE EVERY FUCKING REASON TO BE ANGRY AT YOU

Oh golly gee, just now I was crying my heart out

Now I'm not, replaced and delivered :)

suffocation

2009-06-15T12:54:00.001+08:00

I want to get away.

nextstop

2009-06-12T20:39:00.002+08:00

Today is really worth the wait. A and I had a blast. I had fun waiting for her, you may think that waiting for more than five hours is really nuts crazy or even label me as "no life" but I rather wait and give my support to A and the rest of the DandT students that are tiring themselves out doing their artefact. I am happy for those that finished their artefact today or going to finish it soon.

I can't help but recall the time that A and I were screaming our asses off in the cinema. We were the only ones screaming and I can't believe that the rest of the people that were in the cinema weren't screaming or doing aything. Another memorable day. Next stop will be Haunting at *whatever* "Connecticut". Right, all I remember about the movie is that it's ten times scarier than Drag me to Hell. And Drag me to Hell is ten times worser than Shutter. Bring on the horror!

Thank you T for the band that you tied on my ankle :)

I love you syg

today

2009-06-11T17:17:00.002+08:00

What I love about today:

I survived Drag me to hell :)
A and I were the only ones that scream like shyt
I had a lot of laughs

What I hate about today:

Trees
My aiming

Recommendation for Drag me to Hell :)

It will scare the shit out of you

movie

2009-06-11T09:59:00.002+08:00

Drag me to hell

Ghost of Girlfriend's past

~~Hannah Montana movie~~

Transformers 2

A prolly wants "Drag me to hell"

A prolly won't want to watch HM movie 'cause it's ____

Going to brace myself and suck it up

Chant "It's just a gory scary movie".

But the poster's scary enough to freak me out :(

newmoon

2009-06-10T10:05:00.003+08:00

I'm so psyched for the New Moon this year :)

There's going to be alot of Jacob than Edward. Ahahs

P.S. My dear Ain, your darling Jasper is going to go bananas in the movie!

adayin

2009-06-10T09:42:00.002+08:00

What happened these days

After MK's classes, I waited for A ( I already know she's worth the wait 'cause our walk back home will be most rewarding no matter how tired we are:))
Really had fun talking to E while waiting for the DandT students to finish.
Plans are made, smiles are created
T was around :)
Freakish bites not recovering :(

Most of the posts, these days I describe my day in point form since there's nothing much to elaborate.

I tried, didn't I? Am I to blame?

yousuck

2009-06-08T15:02:00.004+08:00

PROMISE

is a big big big word to use.

And you broke it.

What a good example you are, AS.

Being the most practical person in the family.

I don't know how to face you anymore

P.S. I'm sorry T for whatever I did wrong.

friggingbites

2009-06-08T14:52:00.002+08:00

What happened today:

A and I met up at the bustop.
Waited for B#1
Social studies was so and so, MK didn't give me SS holiday assignment :(
Waited for A to finish her DandT
I'm having freakish bites on my arms and body :(
I don't know what I did wrong..

whatariot

2009-06-06T15:14:00.001+08:00

Pure genius of the VH's neutrogena wave commercial. AHAHAHHA :)

typical

2009-06-06T14:54:00.008+08:00

To all Joe Jonas fans:

Your idol made a fool out of himself in tights and heels.

Good job Joe! You made my day (:

The start is already hilarious. What a joke!

godhelpme

2009-05-31T11:27:00.004+08:00

I MADE UP MY MIND!

I won't blog anymore this holidays. (God help me)

Unless it's something I need to get off my mind. (God help me)

But seriously my blogskin is causing an eyesore, making me squint.

I'm resisting the temptation to re-do my friendster and blogskin.

I will study like shit and be positive (God help me again)

I won't let anything bother me (God help help help me)

I miss you T :(

thoughts

2009-05-31T09:10:00.003+08:00

Screw surgery. I can't risk it or else I would turn out to be more dumber than I already am, considering the fact that I didn't do well this term. Really how ironic, these few days was really fun. Laughing with Mum and Dad, having fun with the whole family. This always happen, I don't deserve all of this, their smiles, their love for me. I am not looking forward to tuesday :( Boy, they will be frigging disappointed. I'd better stop playing along. It hurts to be so happy in front of them.

The two brats wanted to go to WWW so therefore they left. They did ask whether I wanted to go but I made up a huge fib that I couldn't because of _________________ blah blah blah. What for? I don't deserve to go out. I don't want to take advantage of my free time to just go out because I know they won't allow me to step out of the house after seeing my results. Prolly going to be so quiet when MK is going on about me blah blah blah. I bet he knows a thing or two about me but I think it's enough to ruin the whole entire holidays. So be it. I deserve it. I just need to suck it up and be brave. I don't know what's scarier. What MK's going to say, What Dad's going to do, What Mum's going to say and do, What they will think of me, Who TN's poison is going to affect.

How.pathetic.can.I.get?
Our second month together is tomorrow but he's having his 'O's and prolly I'm going to be stuck at home. Maybe but I just miss him. Alot :(

indenial

2009-05-30T11:23:00.003+08:00

Everything I've said or done, came straight from the heart

Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart

I put my faith in you, in those stupid things you do

When it rains, it pours

Yesterday was another memorable day :) Very memorable. I woke up feeling crabby. Basically, I was a time bomb. The two brats were the victims but they tolerated me. Thank god for the two brats, they automatically became my "punching bags". Don't get the wrong idea, I don't abuse the two brats, not physically but verbally. But they cheered me up all the same. Tuesday is doomsday and whatever happens, it just happens. I deserve it anyway. Report books are driving me insane. MK: " Faith, you have deproved by leaps and bounds" Another slap to the face. Whoopeedoo

stubbornstupidnaive

2009-05-28T18:56:00.003+08:00

" When you are "in", you're in.

But when you are "out, you're forever out"

How ironic but I'm going to shut both eyes and ears.

Life's better that way.

People tend to judge others when they don't know anything.

I prefer the reflection instead of the real thing.

Naive to think that the world revolves around you.

Naive to think that others are wrong,

Naive to think that you're always right.

But you can jolly well shove those thoughts right back into your mouth

"Don't trust a hoe, won't trust a hoe

Don't trust a hoe 'cause a hoe don't trust me"

Kudos to you for making my life better :)

And I still know I can handle it a lot better than you.

sowhat

2009-05-26T16:12:00.005+08:00

A started singing "So what" by Pink
The song's still stuck to my head.

"So what , I'm still a pornstar
I got my f*** moves and I don't need you"

I think I got the lyrics wrong but it's all sick sick sick. And then B#2 add on a few of her own words but hands down, A's a winner since she was really into the song and went a little horny. Like really horny, she sang about *toot* and then *toot**toot*

This is what happens when people are stressed over results. Whoopeedoo!
NO PROBELM BIMBO #1!!!! :)

justbrilliant

2009-05-26T15:33:00.004+08:00

Results? Disappointing
School? Fun

Expecting to get scoldings and naggings later. The student's always wrong while the teacher's are always correct. PTM's are going to be a "Yeah, Faith blah blah blah but blah blah blah" Expectations are so high, so hard to keep up to them. I'm going to try but no promises. Sigh, I miss A and T, they're both going to be busy this week. But I know, after this week, it's going to be back to normal. Before I end this post..

HI BIMBO #1! :)

biatches

2009-05-23T08:40:00.004+08:00

Turns out I'm left at home again (:

Kudos to Mum.

I want to express my feelings for this person but should I or should I not? ~~But if you think I'm talking about you, you may be half-right.~~ Sucker. I really want to say it out to let that another person know. But that would be making things worst, don't you think? Depends on how I handle it but as far as I know, I know I can handle it better than you.

whatilove

2009-05-22T12:05:00.002+08:00

What I love :

I have my family
I have my best girlfriend who stuck with me through thick and thin, A.
I have someone who loves me for who I am, T.
I have close friends in 4B and 4C and others (The list is quite long so I won't elaborate whom I'm talking about for they know it themselves) XD

Having too much free time really makes you think about this. Results are going to be as disappointing as usual on monday. Daddy's going to slap me real hard :(

wrongstart

2009-05-22T10:06:00.004+08:00

To you:
If that's what you think, then punish me. Sue me.
I didn't even protest when you took my phone.
Giving the dumb rule about handing over my phone at 10pm for a month.
Whatever okay? But you can spare me the lecture 'cause I don't need to hear it.
With the greatest respect, I detest you as much as I love you.
You're the one who took away my phone.
What did I do? I didn't even protest and then you gave it back like in 10 minutes.
Then when I woke up, you gave me that dumb long sms.
Like whatthefuck I didn't even say that.
You just casually shove words into my mouth when I didn't say anything at all.
motherfucker You can even dare to ask me to pray for your early departure!
You can even plan out your "early departure"," going off in your sleep".
motherfucker you just ruined my day
to you. Hope you get so envious of your friend's daughter that you would trade me for them. Hope your new daughter is everything you want, the most perfect caring daughter.

Kudos to your (insertsword), (insertsword) sms Mum! I just so f. appreciate it (:
SYTYCD 4's Mark and Chelsie is my fave pair! They can dance really nice together

toofree

2009-05-21T20:07:00.002+08:00

Basically I'm too free now (: Five times in a row in a day. WHOOPEEDOO!

~~FandN practical~~ Check
~~Exams~~ Check
Something to keep me occupied (Unchecked)

I'm so hooked to Lady Gaga's Starstruck and Lady Antebellum's I run to you. So what's next? First Lady's Never be replaced?? All the "Lady" songs. What's happening to me? But I'm hooked real good and I can't stop listening to them (:

"I run from hate, I run from prejudice, I run from pessimists"

Different. ntereffid. Light. thgil. You. uoy. Change. egnahc. You. uoy. Stranger. regnarts.You.uoy
Another riddle, another entry in heartfelt absorber and listener (: My life's getting more and more exciting with A and I'm loving it! Still can't get over the frigging well that Kris won. But that's America's choice, not mine. Deal with it. Muahahahahhahahahahah I'm going nuts from being too bloody free!!!!

tired,missed

2009-05-21T17:39:00.002+08:00

OHHHKAY!
FandN went (insertsword). I went with A to school, so damn supportive! I was chanting to myself not to panic the whole way but in the end I did so there.. Saw H, A and S and walked in the bitchy hot weather to school. Seriously, it was fun tasting everyone's creations. A's the best though, her mac'n'cheese and strawberry lemon is the best. So ironic of me to choose the bench where the sun shines through. Stupid me.

Now I know how our mummy[s] feel like when they are cooking. How they can stand it, I will never know. My back's hurting after standing so long :(

A and I wanted Adam Lambert to win but Kris Allen won instead surprisingly. What to do? This year is so unexpected that I should expect the opposite in situations. Unexpected is the new sex yo, this year! I miss T all of the sudden.

Depends on how you handle it, don't you think?

It's not up to you to judge.

unexpected

2009-05-21T10:03:00.002+08:00

KRIS ALLEN FRIGGING WON..

ADAM LAMBERT FRIGGING LOST.. (wtf?)

What's wrong with America?!?

I lost the bet with T :(

He even called me to rub it into my face, cheeky! hmph

guesswhat

2009-05-21T09:26:00.003+08:00

Guess what?

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And this is what I call theraputic typing. Good for the soul, good to de-stress. But the stress comes back after the typing. BOOYAH! So what now? Stress's my daily medication to go insane?

gluedfingers

2009-05-21T08:00:00.002+08:00

I woke up frigging early just to complete my FandN. It took me some time to really get out of bed. I had to literally drag myself out of bed. Finished on the (insertsword) menu and almost glued my fingers together. I used that kind of glue that can make stuff really stick to each other in seconds, yeah, I almost glued my fingers with that.

Instant wakeup call (: JUST BRILLIANT, I was planning to sleep after I finished.

So now, I'm trying to complete my time plan, which I have no motivation or interest to do. It takes some will to just click that icon and go to microsoft and force my fingers to type. But I think that if I just keep on thinking on what it would be like if I failed my FandN, I think it gives me some motivation to study. Counting down to my short-lived happiness, 3-4 days more.

"You got a smile that can light up the whole town"

notover

2009-05-20T20:45:00.002+08:00

EXAM'S ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!!
But seriously, it doesn't stop there for me. Stress is really killing me this year huh? I mean, yeah you should be happy that exams are over but it doesn't stop there. Thinking about my results really makes me jumpy.

Finally,
I can blog about my short-lived happiness for the next few days. Today I spent time with T :) And I liked it, alot. Not going to elaborate much about it. I'm not that expressive like Ain. (Being expressive is good but not for me) Btw, congrats Ain!! This one's a keeper for sure.

I'm really anxious for tomorrow's pract. It's killing me!!!!

ihateit

2009-05-18T18:08:00.003+08:00

Seriously, if I am tired of something, I will be tired of it. And when I'm tired of it, I will automatically switch to my whiny-complaining mood.

I hate my blogskin.
I hate it when I feel jealous.
I hate it when I see (insertname).
I hate it when I feel helpless and frustrated in exams.
Oh hell frigging yeah I'm stressed.

You know, I'm trying to deal with everything that's happening now. Even though, things are going smoothly now. I kind of love it, my life's going great. But I hate it when my emotions get the best of me. After the exams, there's the results. Maybe the disappointment or the relief would be there. A and I decided that we would stand outside our classes and scream if we passed our maths. A random thing but we decided to do something stupid since we never passed our maths before. Like I said, hell frigging yeah, I'm stressed and I'm loving it.

Oh yeah, another thing to add on
I hate being sick. I kept sneezing just now.
So the saying goes that if you sneeze, people are talking behind your back.
My reaction to that "Screw you and stop it. I'm tired of sneezing!!!"

effingwonderful

2009-05-15T16:16:00.002+08:00

Exams are seriously killing me.
I try not to think about it but I know myself too well.
it will be a miracle if i can go to sec 5 next year.

Geography made me freak out. I was sighing so loudly in class.
I had fun with T today. It made me realize how much I miss spending time with him. (:
I hope A's feeling better, I'm getting worried...

oneofthemanyreasons

2009-05-14T13:28:00.002+08:00

I'm not stressed
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So there! T said that he got the stress vibes whenever he reads my blog. Maybe, maybe not. MYE's going to be a disappointment. Good luck to that. How could I forgot such an important date like that? Me and my big mouth.

happy?

2009-05-12T15:41:00.004+08:00

It was by chance that I found her blog. Some people just like to do things to hurt people. These kind of people disgust me, their thoughts poisoned others. I found her sweet and cute but I stand corrected, she's a devil under an angel's skin. Well, you can jolly well ~~shove those thoughts right up your ass~~ stick those thoughts on your forehead for everyone to see.

I wanted to say "Fuck you" but no, that would be harsh wouldn't it?

temptations

2009-05-12T15:31:00.002+08:00

I want to eat chocolate.
I want to go out to town.
I want to have fun.
I want to relax.

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HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY AMIIR (:

whatthemotherfathersisterbrother

2009-05-12T14:31:00.002+08:00

I hate it when I don't have time to finish up my papers.

I hate it when I left out two questions, 13 marks and 5 marks.

I hate it when there's good things, there's bad things happening.

Hate.hate.hate what a wonderful word to use today

ironicallyokay

2009-05-11T13:59:00.004+08:00

♥

Just brilliant.

Why is it that everytime when I really need my notes to revise, they would go missing? Want to hear the most idiotic thing? I left my social studies file in school and all my notes are in there. I had to re-create my notes yesterday. Bah! And tomorrow's social studies. I hate deterrence and diplomacy. Two tuitions' a killer today. 2-4 and 5-7. Me and my big mouth. Remind me to throw my notes and pens in the air when exams are over.

Just brilliant.

My room's in a mess and Mum's been nagging at me to clean it up. BUT NO, I'm not going to. Whatever happened to " Your house is for free impressions but not first impressions" ? My tution teachers are in for a shocker. They don't like it, that's their problem. I'm feeling so bloody rebellious today. How ironic of me.

♥

failedattempt

2009-05-10T17:44:00.003+08:00

Imagine someone holding this poster, walking around in town. Would you go towards that person to give him or her a hug for the fun of it? Or to sympathize and give him or her a hug for standing in the middle of the street ,just to get a hug from a stranger when somebody in his or her life can't fufill that need? De-stressing yet it isn't helping. Thinking about this kind of thing is really getting depressing when all I want to do is to de-stress.

How.frigging.ironic.

I so totally hate exams.

Aquickglance

2009-05-09T15:04:00.004+08:00

"I think I'll be alright"

Mugging for exams at the last minute is not what I usually do. Maybe I do this year. Tsk, stupid stomach spasms will be the death of me and to think just a quick glance would almost change my perspective of a person. Must be my imagination. :)

Coloursplashes

2009-05-08T14:12:00.003+08:00

"Just like a lollipop, after sucking it till it's gone"

AH, the joys of blogging sometimes kills time.